At a young age we all dream, & I was one of those kids who kept dreaming. I never let go of dreaming, only let go of some dreams that wasn't for me.
I started playing football/soccer at around 7 years of age & I played for 2 and a half years or so. Then I gave up. I remember it was because my big brother started as well, playing football. I think he started before me, but my brother decided later on to quit. As a younger brother you usually copy every move of your big brother, so I did the same thing that he did.
I kind of regretted it later on, because I knew I could've been good. But that didn't stop me from pursuing my new dreams.
I continued on, & then about 2 years later I started making videos. I started of making videos & posted them on my moms Youtube channel, then my mom helped me get a Youtube channel on my own.
I started making videos & I posted about everyday. I was just a kid at this point so I didn't know anything about editing or anything like that, so I was just posting small unedited videos. It was about football & other random things.
I started learning how to edit, & I guess my videos got better, but they were still terrible. Just being honest.
I did this only for a year, then I started again with something new.
I started making music. When I was younger sitting in the car with my dad & my big brother, there was always music. Usually only rap. So I was mostly just listening to rap.
I had already started with making some music when I was doing Youtube, because at that time a lot of youtubers was making music. So I decided I wanted to make a song, so I did. This in particular song was supposed to be a diss track to one of my friends, as a joke.
I wasn't the only one who was doing Youtube. I also had two other friends who were doing Youtube as well.
I made a diss track to one of my friends, he & the other friend dissed me back.
The one friend I dissed, one day decided he wanted to make a song. I kind of got inspired & wanted to make a song as well. I did make a song & it turned out really bad. For me back then it wasn't bad at all, but now I'm obviously gonna think it was bad because it really was. From this point I started making music because I really found it fun. Arleady from a young age, I always wanted to rap. I always had that in me I think, because I was always beat boxing & freestyling for some reason.
I started making music & stopped doing Youtube. I didn't stop directly, I was doing both at one point. But later on I gave up on Youtube thinking it wasn't for me, once again.
I started making music & was only doing that. I kept making song after song, even making mixtapes. At first I was obviously really bad but I kept improving. I even kind of blew up. Gained bunch of followers, or so it was for me back then. My brother knew multiple rappers for some odd reason considering he didn't rap himself. He did produce for a short amount of time though, even produced for me once.
The big reason why I blew up was kind of because of my brother. He knew a rapper named skaiwater, which some of you reading might know of. My brother told skaiwater about me, me & skaiwater later started texting eachother on instagram.
At one point me & skaiwater even did a song together. It's called "28 remix", it's on pretty much every platform.
Skaiwater kind of gave me a shoutout & that's how I kind of blew up. Time goes by, I'm making music & I'm improving.
I keep making music & going to school, but I never really liked school. Since I was young I had it kind of hard in school & even growing up. During middle school it probably was the hardest for me.
When I started middle school, that was the time I started making beats on fl studio. I was making beats before but It was on free DAWs & one of them was called "soundtrap". Everything was really bad. I started making beats, the beats was obviously not so good but I was making way better beats on fl studio then on the free DAWs.
I wasn't really so consistent with the songs at this point, instead I was making beats. I kept on making music & going to school. Did this for about 3 and a half years, didn't blow up. I had some videos kind of going viral but that was about it.
At this point of my life, I was depressed. I had social anxiety & whole lot of other problems. I decided to do self improvement. During my self improvement, I started making clothes or I started making designs for clothes.
I never really released anything officially but I did make a website. Then I stopped with self improvement thinking I didn't need it, but I'm lowkey grateful I stopped, because I found a new dream during that. I started streaming on Twitch, making content.
I started posting on Youtube again & realized that being a content creator is my actual passion.
Now I've further realized that I'm not supposed to only do one thing. I now stream on twitch, make designs & make music. This is what I'm destined to do.